Today was one of those days. I know I shouldn't let some things bother me so much, but I guess I really hate being disrespected and even more so I hate not knowing how to deal with it. A couple of boys in one class today were being so naughty. They were sitting in the way back of the classroom and I could hear their music playing. So I went to confiscate it and they wouldn't give it to me. So I just told them to put it away and listen. Then five minutes later those two dashed out of the classroom without a word and never came back. This is highly disrespectful and unacceptable. I didn't mind the fact that they left cuz it was easier without them there, but the whole thing kinda ruined my day. My timidity and kindness and youthful appearance makes them think they can walk all over me I guess. I know I will learn more and more how to deal with disrespect. Next week those two are going to be my "special helpers." Put them to work so they can't get into trouble. But who knows, it could backfire and they could take advantage of the extra attention they'd get. How can I win!? Ah well. So I just have to get lost in some nice heavy music and get over it!!! Tomorrow is a new fresh day... and I only have one class and it's a delightful one.
Mark took me on a tour of the new campus the other day and I think I caught a little cold. It's been freezing the last couple of days. Other than these, I spend time having nice conversations with the Chinese teachers and some students, cooking with some of the foods my loving friends and family have sent me, and relaxing in my apartment.
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