Queezie

This week's been great so far. But I'm sad. These kids are making me so sad! When I tell them I'm going home soon they ask why. Then they get really sad and that makes me sad. Some even got upset. Like I'm stabbing them in the back or something. It's so hard! Like I said, loyaly is so huge here. People stay in the same place, have the same relationships, and have the same job for their entire lives. It's really hard for them to have someone come and go. I feel so terrible. Ok, so it's not all of them. Just a few. The majority just say we'll miss you. And then there are a few that could care less. But some classes have been so incredibly sweet to me. On Wednesday class 15 gave their performances, and did such a great job. Some groups sang songs like Backstreet Boys. They were so cute. This one boy got really into in and was singing at the top of his lungs and putting all this feeling into it. And the rest of the class was swaying back and forth like a concert. It was so cute. Another group, after singing, gave a little speach about how they love me. awe. so sweet. And another group was so funny. Their performance was based on some famous Chinese movie. Some guy died, and they made a chalk line around the body. They took a fake photo with a camera they made with cardboard and a toilet paper roll and fixed it up so you pull this string and a fake picture comes out that they drew. They gave me the picture and a lei they made. They're so great.

I replaced the USB flash disc I lost with another. But now I come to find they want the same exact one. And so it's going to cost me a lot of money. It's really frustrating. I can't believe I lost it. I hardly ever lose things. Just the important things I guess. Sheesh.

I feel so strange these days. I don't know how to describe it. It's such a weird feeling to know I'm not going to be here anymore. It makes me really sad. I really am excited to come home. So these feelings are so so strange.

Today was the first time I've really felt sick here. As soon as I got on the school bus something wasn't right with my stomach. It's been hurting ever since. It's really sensitive and I can't figure out why. Maybe it's nerves from all this moving home stuff. Who knows.