so pretty

It's so pretty!
I can't believe my eyes. I am in shock. literal shock. It seems a little strange maybe that I am so blown away by this little thing of getting a new car, but you have to understand that I have never had anything this nice in my entire life. It is a complete blessing from God and I am unbelievably grateful. God's goodness to me is astounding, and I feel so undeserving. Why does he do stuff like this to me! I wasn't even looking for a car, and he gives me an awesome one. I wasn't even looking for a job and I got one I love! God is so funny. I am floored. This car is his, this job is his! I feel I have no choice but to use these things for his glory. They are sacred because they are so His, and he has entrusted them to me for some reason!?
Last night when I saw the car for the first time and my sister gave me the keys I felt like the luckiest most blessed girl on the planet. I was thinking about it, and realizing that this is probably the kind of feeling I want to have when I get married! Even more so! To feel utterly blessed, giddy, and undeserving to have such a wonderful gift from God! I want to get married with that feeling. I feel like God's favor is wrapping me up, and I just can't figure it out. But I'll take it! And I praise God for he is SOOOOOOOOO worthy.