A million questions in my head at night. It takes me a long time to fall asleep. But...
The past two nights I've had night mares. The first night was such a terrible dream filled with such terrible wickedness I feel guilty for even having dreamt it, such wickedness it haunted me the rest of the day and made me feel so terrible. It gave me a glimpse at how truly disgusted God is with sin, and why it is he can't be near it and why he turned his back on Jesus when he took all my past present and future sins on himself that terrible day going into the depths to take my punishment and leave those nasties in the depths where they belong. Such wickedness cannot be tollerated.
The last nights dream was terrible in a different way, more terrifying and scary. I woke up in the middle of the night with a stiffness, terrified that if I moved I would be seen by them.
Jesus! Help me!
1 comment:
yahhh.. me too, just didn't know who I could tell or who that would understand.
UIP{unified in prayer}
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