dangit. i ruined my painting. its probably the best painting I've ever done. i work on it now and then on days i have to myself, or days i get bailed out on. It's not OF anything really. Just color and lines. A larger, colorfuler, more detailed version of a doodle i would do. I can't seem to capture anything realistic, so I stick to the abstract (is that like my life?) But i ruined it tonight. I'm very quite sad. ... (can i say "very quite"?)
I tried to fix it, but it just got worse. Perhaps I will get bailed out on again (which is very likely if I don't get out of my imaginary world where everyone is good, trustworthy and reliable) and I'll get a revelation on how to make something beautiful out of what I screwed up. I guess that's what God does with me all the time. Perhaps he's trying to teach me a lesson in this.
I've taken pictures of the painting as its evolved. Perhaps someday if its worth looking at I might post the evolution. And perhaps a lesson will be learned by it all, and of that will come its name.
I tried to fix it, but it just got worse. Perhaps I will get bailed out on again (which is very likely if I don't get out of my imaginary world where everyone is good, trustworthy and reliable) and I'll get a revelation on how to make something beautiful out of what I screwed up. I guess that's what God does with me all the time. Perhaps he's trying to teach me a lesson in this.
I've taken pictures of the painting as its evolved. Perhaps someday if its worth looking at I might post the evolution. And perhaps a lesson will be learned by it all, and of that will come its name.
So you get to see my pallet instead... its far more cool to look at right now.
1 comment:
how sad. what happened to it?
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